for such a beautiful place, it sure can be cruel. for such a cruel place, it sure can be spectacular

dear them,

i am writing to you to let you know that it is ok to get upset about things. you don't always have to wake up and put a smile on your face. you don't have to find the light at the end of the tunnel. sometimes there is no light. you are only fooling yourself into believing that everything is alright. you may be fooling others as well, but what good does it do you. it only makes you have to act that much more the next day.

just stop fuckin' lieing to yourself and realize that you are not a happy person. you hold it all in and you put on this facade for the world, but if you don't believe it eventually nobody else will and they will all know how phony you are.

there, self, doesn't it feel better to let that out!

life can really suck sometimes, embrace it. don't deny it.

maybe it won't get any better than this.......