confessions...... gross enuf

1. white rum, cigarettes, more white rum, more cigarettes. repeat until you retch.
   

2. 'wine is fine but whiskey's quicker, suicide is slow with liquor'. i have a very hazy recollection of what happened

3. a motley half-pack of cigarettes. one bottle 8 PM. a lonely house in a strange town. the radio's playing songs from the 'golden age'. high and depressed at the same time.