semi charmed life!!

out of nowhere, i am feeling creative, right now, i want to say a million brilliant things but instead i gulp down a shot of reality and drag myself to bed. 

there is nothing brilliant to say, there is nothing brilliant to do. 

just nothingness. 

tomorrow waits for me eagerly on the other side of this night,fuck! what a drag. 

i want to get lost, i want to disappear, i want to get away from everything that i love, i want to stand on the edge of this world for a minute or two and then, i want to jump. i want out.